the life of ashley salazar

Everything has been going pretty well, lately, i think.  I’m 32 weeks.  Wednesday, I’ll be 33.  Then it’s only 7 weeks left for me.  Pretty crazy stuff!

Last night I had horrible, I don’t even know what it was.  I think it was heartburn.  I’ve never had any thing like that before.  I used [...]

[http://www.musicwebtown.com/red2525989/playlists/11572/97344.mp3] third eye blind: motorcycle drive by this song has totally been stuck in my head

I’m 31 weeks.  I have 9 weeks left to go.  It’s pretty crazy.  Here’s a video on just some random thoughts. I’m dumb. I had it down to the seconds! OH:

77% of your pregnancy has passed, there [...]

[audio http://ninadigregorio.com/playlist/Funny_The_Way_It_Is.mp3] dave matthews: funny the way it is (click on the headphones, if you haven’t learned already.) (:

This is where I want to go, right now.  Brooklyn College in New York.  Don’t ask me why I picked New York.  I couldn’t tell you.  Maybe a combination of former influential [...]

Just watch: Excuse the SAT slip up. (sorry elana) I even said I’m going to “fail” this test. You CAN’T FAIL! Ugh. I’m a little bit…uh, not smart. (;

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[audiohttp://themusicfile.com/images/resources/resources-03OneWing.mp3] wilco: one wing

seriously, i woke up and NOTHING fit today.  No exaggeration.  I FINALLY ended up finding my moms sweats after a couple of hours.  So my whole day feels wasted.  Seriously.  I’m 30 weeks today, though.  This is definitely the worst part.  Weight gain. =[ I wish i wasn’t responsible for [...]

I appreciate everybody who says that they will help me through this.  Okay, thanks for the help, but something that people don’t understand is, i dont want help. I don’t want my child growing up around other people besides me.  I mean, if i kept her, I don’t want to be depending on others. [...]

I had the weirdest dream, again.

Pretty much, I just had the baby.  Justin was there and after I had her I didn’t want to see her, because I figured it would be too hard to give her up.  So I left and he stayed with her.  I had no idea what happened.  I [...]

I’m tired of being nice and acting nice, and somehow justifying what Justin did.  STRAIGHT FORWARD:  The baby’s father is a jerk.  I don’t care.  That’s what he is.  I’m even holding back now for the discretion of some readers.  Of course, we aren’t going to let her grow up knowing that and constantly [...]