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C A L L I E

Last I left off, I was flying to go see Callie.  The plan was to leave that Thursday and come back that Sunday. I ended up bringing her back much earlier, 2 days later.  Um, I haven’t been able to write much because I have her here with me in Dallas now and I [...]

Love is patient, love is kind.

Tomorow I’m going to see Callie.  I am so excited.  I miss her so much!  I have been communication with my uncle lately, and I just want to say that I really could not ask for a better family. Really.  I am so fortunate to have been able to grow up around them and [...]

clearing things up

First of all, i just wanted to say my main conflict was not feeling at peace with my decision which was my fault.  i didnt speak up with what i wanted.  my aunt and uncle came to me with everything, the papers, to visit, to be there for the birth, all that because i [...]

right decision?

if you want to see more pictures, then click this link. my baby girl filled with tons of pictures.  i will keep updating, so check frequently.

I’ve been thinking about it, and I am going to be completely honest.  I might have said this before, but sometimes I feel like I made the TOTALLY [...]

48 Hours

For adoption, legally, you can’t sign the papers for 48 hours.  I don’t think it’s literally 48, though.  For example, my baby was born at 6:48 PM December 16th.  I don’t think I had to wait until 6:48 PM December 18th.  I think it’s just when they release you from the hospital, typically that [...]

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babies are so innocent.  when you are sitting there crying and crying more than them and they sit there laughing and smiling, that’s when you know it.

i feel so lost, small, and helpless.  i feel like this baby is stronger and more capable of doing things than i am, basically.  she is so [...]

The Hospital

I came into the hospital tonight at 10 PM.  So far, everything has been alright.  Got my IV needle in, basic paperwork, paperwork for the epidural, and all that basic stuff done.  They gave me some medicine that will help to start off the labor process.  My mom is staying with me tonight.  Tomorrow [...]

Inducing

I’m inducing on wednesday the 16th.  So close.  Very scary.

Justin Lane.

Staind – Zoe Jane I know I’ve already used this song, but I came across it, and I think it’s pretty awesome. I don’t even usually like this type of music. I might put another instead, but I don’t know.

I met with justin today.  It was for the first time in 7 months.  [...]

Neglect!

Sorry I have been neglecting this blog for the past, however long!  It has been very hectic!  I will do a new post very shortly.  I am sitting in class now and today is my birthday. (:

I have gotten new comments, and I will be posting those shortly on the THOUGHTS page.