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http://joy21.wordpress.com/2010/01/23/what-is-grosser-than-gross-2/#comments This woman seems to be taking stabs at my mother now. It is a new years resolution for her not to come to my blog. And because I have hair extensions, I can take care of a child =] Yes. It’s very true! Ha. I am just so amused at the fact I [...] From my mother…to everybody: This is the first time I comment and wasn’t planning to but I see what pain my daughter is in. She is trying to cope with the hardest decision ever. All of these horrible comments from people like you don’t help either. Mothers want what is best for their children. [...] I want to cry, but it won’t come out really. I’m doing alright though. A LOT better than last time. Of course I’m always going to feel some sadness, but the happiness will soon overcome the sadness knowing that she is taken care of and I can see her anytime I want to. I’m [...] My days have been pretty lame. I have spent about 200 dollars in clothes, and i stay out until I’m exhausted so I can keep my mind off of things, then just fall asleep. I really haven’t cried much and i feel really bad about that. But it’s like hurting inside. I just think [...] Feel okay. Take it day by day. Cried finally. But, I try to just focus on other things. I feel angry. Still hasn’t kicked in quite yet The way I figured I would feel. Sad and lonely. But it hasn’t kicked in yet. I know it will, though. Blah. Sucky. The only thing is that I was much more prepared and I still stand in my decision. Many of you have been asking how my aunt and uncle felt because of all my indecisiveness. I talked to my aunt today and they had been feeling almost as bad as I had because of someone they thought was going to be their child too was “taken away” from them. All this time [...] I haven’t updated because I’m still very unsure of my life at this point. But, the private thoughts page: here is a new one. Start looking for your answers here: http://www.formspring.me/ashleydsalazar much more organized all the unanswered questions you have submitted, i’ll paste in there I wish i could express exactly how i feel about some things or…people publicly. |
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