I can’t wait to move. I hate it at home and I hate it in TX. It’s too depressing…too many memories. I know this is about to cause some hateful feedback, but I don’t care. I won’t respond. My life is so unstable. I hate going back and forth to houses between my moms boyfriends and my dads. We are putting our house up on the market and I can’t stay there. My friend recently moved in with us, and she’s staying there. We don’t want to kick her out because she gets her own apartment August 1st. Anyway, everything at our house is going to be shut off, so it would be boring but it upsets me that I can’t stay there permanently. It’s such an inconvenience moving back and forth. I feel bad for kids with divorced parents. I just hate it here. It’s so unstable and I feel like I have no one. I really don’t talk to any of my “friends” anymore. I pretty much dropped out. I am not with my boyfriend anymore. I recently got back with Justin, Callies dad, though. He is a source of the LITTLE bit of happiness I do have. I just can’t wait to move out of this place.
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Just keep focusing on New York, and know your life will be changing soon. I know I only talked to you very briefly the other day, but I’ve gone through so much, you probably wouldn’t believe it. At the time, I hated everything so much and could never see my life getting better, but in the end, things worked out. I know what it’s like to have no place to go and have nowhere to turn. Just spend as much time with Justin as you can and focus on what makes you happy, not what doesn’t.
Hey girl! you are strong… try to keep your chin up and remember many of us are here for you and those who are not don’t need to comment.. They don’t need to try and bring u down during your hard times! Hang in there girl!
Just stay strong. I really feel sorry for you. I feel like your mom was never supportive of Callie. She wanted you to give her to your aunt and uncle because she was too worried about her life and her boyfriend. It would have been too much for her to give up to help you out! It is sad, she should have been there for you and she should be there for you now. Your new life in New York will be great, leave all of the drama behind soon. Focus on yourself, in the end that is what everyone does anyway. Not trying to bring you down but pick you up. I hope for the best for you. It will get easier.